We stopped. Puzzled looks on our faces. We were unsure on what was the best thing to do. Get on the bus or not get on the bus?
We made up our minds. Get on the bus!
The doors are about to close, he’s already in. I’m still outside. We manage to get on after all.
This happened twice, and it got me thinking.
Is our relationship in a similar situation?
Him, always two steps ahead of me with his feelings and his goals for the future, and me, on the other hand, two steps behind with no idea of what the future will look like and clueless about the way I’m feeling regarding this relationship.
You either get on the bus or you don’t. It sounds very simple, but when you know that you can’t stay in the same place forever and you don’t know where that bus will take you time is the only friend that can help.
Another bus will come by eventually, but what if that one is full and you won’t be able to get on?
What if this guy is the best guy you’ll ever meet? He might have all the qualities girls look for in a guy, but then why does it feel as if there is something missing?
Time can help better understand someones feelings and maybe those feelings will grow and become stronger or maybe nothing will come out of it.
Either way, a decision has to be made and in the end those doors will close. With us in it together or separately.
